Dear Young Me

You'll never receive this letter, and it sucks because you deserve the closure, but the journey builds you so maybe this is an "inception" typa concept I just have to accept before I die lol.

Time flies really fast. I'm 31 now.

Had to take a break to sob lmao.

Kid, you are going to be so okay. You are going to have a family of your own one day. It won't look like everyone's normal, but it'll be beautiful and perfect. That's all that matters.

I wish I could tell you that you have a ton of blood relatives to celebrate with; you don't.

But you knew that from the times you were young and sitting in that little bedroom in the eastside.

You were always you.

You have your beautiful family now.

Don't let what you don't have hold you back.

I love you. I was and am always looking out for you.

Beck reminded me that...I AM YOU. I am young me. I remember when she said that I was so shook lol.

That hugging me is hugging young me.

Omg i am sobbing hard lol

byeeeeeee

life is beautiful.


I'm listening to "Younger" by Nightly maybe that's why i am SOBBING

anyway

i love you babe.

thank you Universe.