The Persian New Year/Nowruz just passed, and with it, I tossed out all of my people-pleasing. (I hope, LOL). I also keep tweeting "no new friends" because I am a PETTY BETTY, and I feel so slighted in life when it comes to socialization that I OFFICIALLY give up on my attempts to add ANYone to my friend group. Buh bye!! In all seriousness, I turned 30 recently and it hit me like a BAG of bricks. I am toooooo exhausted to deal with anyone's bullshit. Too exhausted to deal with a racist or a homophobe, definitely, and not call it out anymore. Too exhausted to get used and abused by "friends." I recently had a friend come back into my life, only to find that I was inevitably used again for their personal gain. Was the LAST mistake I made in my 20s. I love that my significant other and my best friend have my back beyond belief, but they are STILL the types of people who will call out negative/low vibrational behavior when need be. I don't want a yes man around me, I was GENUINE support and GENUINE love. I am tired of giving that away so easily to the newer people I meet and being used as a result...so I finally decided to bring "her" back.
There is room for us all at the table. I know I am here for a limited time on this earth, so I need to make the most of it. I want people to walk away from knowing me with a positive feeling. But I also want everyone to know that I am not to be fucked with. I will fight, but only when it's justified, lol.
"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams, live the life you have imagined." <3 Janet Mona
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