Sittin' in the Slowmo, Listenin' to the Moonlight

"I think I'm gonna stay home" - John Mayer, "Home Life"

I am so, so sick of my iPhone.

I remember a time where it cost too much money to send a text message...now, everyone is able to text each other with no limit. I get to my phone and I'll have 50+ iMessages/texts. And yet...it always seems that it's because I'm always there for people/a convenient friend to reach out to. I tend to not really reach out to others with my problems, because they seem so small in comparison to those out there that are homeless etc. I always do that, I always bottle them in. But my "friends" aren't always there for me, nor do I trust they won't turn around and totally air my dirty laundry out to anyone we know mutually. It's rough, I have trust issues to work through, clearly.

Today, I finally just took a day. My phone is still not next to me, and to be real, it likely won't be until I head to work tomorrow. I have a separate phone I refer to as my burner (looool) that my sister and girlfriend have access to; it's my Los Angeles phone number, and you won't really be able to reach me otherwise. I needed a detox; a complete detox. Away from gluing my face to the stupid iPhone. I have a life to live. A home to clean. Music to record. Art to make. Puppies to love. Cupcakes to bake.

​You get it.

Now Playing: John Mayer - "Heavier Things"

(yeah, yeah, go ahead and laugh whilst you drink that Haterade©)

I just watched this YouTube video and I want to make this chocolate candy cane pie! I would just need to get an electric mixer, and a deeper pie dish. I'm considering filming myself trying to follow this video and seeing if it turns out good...if you'd be interested in that, let me know below! :)

I went to the dollar store earlier and bought some bellyflop jelly beans, so I'm going to drink my tea, munch on a few of these, and watch some DIYs before I head into the studio to record.

What else should I blog about? <3 Leave all suggestions in a comment!

xoxo <3 <3 MJ